21st April, 2018
Yeah, I called that the summer living in Thailand. And I experienced it yesterday afternoon, once again.
Lastsummer I've been through a greatly amazing summer in Thailand, exactly speaking, that was happening in the late spring of 2017 though, there was always summertime in Thailand.
I had fun! So much fun! So much new experiences did I get at that time: first time to acknowledge of my dreaming fantasy is freedom of life; letting the breeze andbrine scent flow over myself to recognize swimming freely is that I always am longing for; dawning on how important to enjoy living on the earth, even once to enjoy it, to immerse into the process…
So, I was lucky to have those feelings yesterday, which quietly felt that sunshine, that ease at those moments, that time going by again! By then after purchasing a bottle of lemon tea and eggette as my late lunch, I walked past by some shops and into a balcony to find one place covering with sunshine to sit on.
That sunshine was glistening, yet not scorching, the breeze was perfect for taking a view up to down there, all of these which I was surrounded just good, good enough to be felt, to consider anything.
I will hold that moment tightly, with my mind everlastingly.
22nd April, 2018
Oliver比Elio想象地更要爱Elio。
20号那晚，我终于将”Call Me By Your Name”的第二遍看完，想想这已耗时了近4个月。
1月下旬买的英文版，到现在才看了第二遍，有点生气自己。这本书不是让你想看到第二遍而已，它比我想象中需要，被看得更多。
英文版不能说看得舒服的，但”CMBYN”的生词至少比”Holmes”要少得多，因此生词也查的比较少，嗯…相对比较少= =…
原本看完电影”CMBYN”打算写的观感文起初是因为自己懒没有及时写下，现在则是因为无法只凭电影就去描述。看了第一遍让我脑海中的Oliver人物形象丰满了；看了第二遍更加理解Oliver的深感情，可能比Elio了解地还要更爱他，更对他们之间的感情感到唏嘘，和痛心于岁月生活对这份爱的摧残。
不知第三遍会怎么样？反正就是难以停下想要看第三遍…